I’m lonely and a liar
and I’m always just dreaming
You pretend not to notice
but still hold me
It feels like I’m a vampire
sucking your tenderness away
If an endless sadness should surround us,
let’s hold each other as we wait for morning
I wonder if someday we can forgive even the irreparable scars
With a smile that hasn’t changed since that day…
I dream at midnight
It was an awful nightmare and I woke up
A gloomy dream of the midsummer night
An endless darkness outside my window
Reflected in the mirror was hate, jealousy,
love, desire, and warmth
And when I slowly close my eyes, you come back to my memory
and disappear when I look back
Even if you can’t reach the place we were to meet at,
I won’t let go of your hand…
You laugh gently as if it were something that happened in a distant world
I’m lonely and a liar
and I’m always just dreaming |