how to recover this messy mind?

I'm in a big mess :(

What to say now?

Everything seems not to work as it must be in normal.

Yesterday, brought this lap to re-install window. H brought the CD-ROM and Vinh vx tried to help, but no progress.

Don't know what to say. Laugh is the best way to hide the bad temper :D

After class, cycling with Hien Vu to the computer center. No good expression to that engineer, but could not let the problems grow. Left the lap there, came back to Hien's house, tried to find some information about CD-ROM player price and found nothing. 

The engineer - he called and informed that he could not fix the CD-ROM driver, that he re-installed the Windows, that he formated all the data in My Document and also in E (all learning data were put there). 

Came back and got back the lap. How to say? extremely disappointed! But every actions were meaningless, so tried to laugh and came to school. 

The only happy thing could get in the afternoon was Ms.Nhung's lesson - rather interesting and after leaving, there were some images as well as some ideas in mind. Love her voice and her method. Uhm, Mr Butterfly's lesson in the morning was a nightmare. Translation is the favorite subject, but he made the nice dream torn.

Messy!

Often think that it's unnecessary to be sad, that it's waste of time to be sad, that no worth being sad too long. 

Wondering, what is the real emotion now? Sad? Disappointed? Messy? 

No, it's the mixture of everything. There is some percents of sadness, some of disappointment, some of tiredness, also some of happiness. Never felt the life is worthless living. Just this time, the percentage of inconvenience is in major and lasts longer. Just a big challenge that needs time to recover :D 

Let think about the happy things to make the temper more relax. That is mummy's smile, papa's caring, uncle's voice, Mr.Min's bright face, Tuan's funny stoties, Dat's YM emoticons , Hien Dien's jokes, devotion from Hat, Thuy's narrow bed in the dormitory... that's some new interesting and meaningful friendships with in- need people. 

:D

So, no reason to be so sad, just to be in some mess, some sadness and some disappointment. But how to recover all of them is the biggest problem.

Cannot understand this messy mind. :))