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what can u get if u have to choose.work in the office,as a officer,ur work seal tightly in the small room,a liitle boring but having a stable salary enough spend ur life,and u can confident to talk with the orther u r a officer in the foreing company,ur english so good and u make friend with some people so good like u, u have a oppotunity to go abroad,and something like that...

but if i can choose i m afraid i want to choose the opposite side,i dont want to become a officer as my family want.i know they just want to care me,they want me get the stable life,stable job,stable salary,stable boyfriend,but.....i want to work in the restaurant.as a server or as a sour chef,i know that some poor job,not good salary,even so hard.

when i say this with the orther,they laugh me,they thik i so stupid,that job not enough spend my life.generally,im shameful,and i dont want to talk with anyone,i dont want to meet them again ,i m inferior to everybody,special my friends,but....i dont want to argue stubornly.i scare i get wrong again,when my ex went,i really regret for argueing everyone,parents,friends,...and now im scare

now,i work in the travel company,so good,english enviroment,oppotunity to practise ,flexible time,changllen ability,acceptabel salary but.....i dont like,i fell it so boring,i dont want to use computer everyday,i dont want to sell tour,i dont want to book flight or hotel,restaurant,i dont want to survey or field work,i dont want anything in that company,i just want to work in the res,as a chef

nobody understand,nobody understand what i want,i still want study after university,i want to improve my english,i want to get a good job but...in my way,not the orther way,what is ur definition about 'good job"?hight salary,make friend with some good people......i dont need it,for me,good job is the job i like and i can do it good,jus simple

i see,i and u cant together again,shit,i love u so much