an update on my life

ok so i'm back in Vietnam, in Cao Bang my hometown. there's not much going on lately. summaries of my days now are just sleeping, eating out, wedding (i'm serious lol), movie-watching (yeah i'm making it rhyme with each other y'all)... Well, not much going on in my life, but I bet a whole lot going on in my mind. I have a lot of things to ponder over, a lot of things to think about, to deal with, to write out and say it out loud.

Recently, I've got my email from the past me from last year. Yeah, emailing myself at the end of the year has become a tradition, which is very likely to be broken this year lol. Well, allow me to be childish for a while, I've been thinking of what should be my new-year resolution :)), Every year, I have a tradition of breaking my new year resolution :)) I'm not too sure about this year, but just hope for the best lol. Maybe i'll write myself that email regarding the new year resolution, not the same-old moaning and heart breaking chorus of regrets as before :))

ok point made :"> I'll do it at the end of this year.

Another thing about a tvserires i'm watching now. I badly want to write about it, but I guess I should finish it first to have a more comprehensive POV towards the characters before judging them :">

And another thing...I'm scared....damn scared now. Maybe not too scared, but a little bit anxious, regretful, indifferent, trying-to-break-free, i-don't-give-a-damn.....all that mixed in just one mood, one attitude for me, right now. ok. just another point I want to remind myself.

in five more years, ten more years...or even shorter, I don't know what I will be caring about, but I'm damn sure they would not include those grades slapping on my face tomorrow.

point made.

Well. still not getting any better. lol.