Nkật ký ngày 20 !!!

1 ngay` troi qua yen lang. hon toi tuong? Toi da~ ngki~ mink` xung' dang' nkan. dc nkieu` su*. quan tam hon tke'............nkieu` hon tke'...!

1 ngay` dang' nke~ nen vui mak` lai. buon` te? den' muc' vo^ vi.

1 ngay` ckang? co' gi` tku' vi. doi' vs toi ka?

Vay. lak` sao.......!!!!?????

Toi nko' mink` da~ khoc', co' nkung~ giot. nuoc' mat' mang nkung noi~ buon` man. man. trao` ra, ckung' cu' tki nkau lan tren ma' toi.........toi nkot' mink` trong pkong` tam' 1 luc' lau.....du? de? toi co' tke? khoc' cko da~ mak` khong pkai? bam. moi, giu~ ckat. no' trong long`.

Doi mat' uot' uot' lam` toi tkay' buon`.............dung' nkin` ckink' mink` trong guong, toi tu*. hoi? co' pkai? mink` dang' gket' lam' hay khong..........??????? co' pkai? ko ??? Ve` nka` 1mink`, buoc' di tren duong` 1 mink`, bua~ kom hom nay kung~ cki? co' mink` toi...........Toi co' nen buon` hay khong ?

Toi giong' nku 1 kai' bong bong' nuoc' nko? be'.......bay bay trong vo dink., 1 mink` doi' dien. vs kai' cuoc. song' day` nkung~ bon cken va` khac' ngkiet. nay`. Nkieu` luc' bo* vo* khong loi' tkoat'...........toi nku guc nga~ truoc' cank' cua? so' pkan. cua? ckink' mink`..........toi tkay' mink` don doc, tkay' lank. leo~ nua~......lank. lam' !

1 ngay` kung~ bink` tkuong`, lang le~ troi qua nku bao ngay` khac', nkung sao toi tkay' long` mink` khong yen ang'...........trai' tim toi nku muon' gao` tket', gao` tket' de? trut' het' nkung~ noi~ buc. doc. trong long`..............toi so. ckink' mink`, so. kai' kam? giac' cki? mink` toi ckiu dung. tat' ka? moi. ckuyen, cki? mink` toi tkoi..! Boi? toi khong co' kai' tkoi' quen ckia se?, khong co' tkoi' quen noi' cko moi. nguoi` biet' nkung~ xung dot. trong long` toi.......Toi khong du? kan dam? de? co' tke? noi' ra mak` giu~ no' lai. cko rieng mink`, cki? rieng mink` toi tkoi..........!

Da~ co' luc' toi ngki~ do' lak` so' pkan cua? toi, toi khong co' quyen` va` kung~ ko co' kha? nang de? tkay doi? no' tkeo ik' cua? rieng toi.....va` rang` do' lak` nkung~ gi` ong troi` sap' dat., lak` nkung~ gi` mak` toi pkai? ckong' troi. duong dau` de? tiep' tuc. cuoc. song' khac' ngkiet. cua? mink`. Tat' ka? cki? co' vay. tkoi sao ?

Hon tke' toi tkay' mink` dang' tkuong.......dang' tkuong lam' !!! Trong suy ngki~ toi tuong? rang` vi` toi dang' tkuong nen se~ nkan. duoc. su. quan tam cua? nkieu` nguoi`: cua? gia dink`, cua? ban be` va` cua? 1 ai do' mak` toi ckua tim` tkay' ngoai` kia !!! ..............toi da~ tkick' dieu` do'.......rat' tkick'.........

Nkung co' le~ toi da~ nkam`, lak` toi da~ tu. ngo. nkan. de? lap' day` cko~ trong' trong tim.......lak` toi tu. ngo. nkan. de? mac. cko mink` kai' ao' cua? ke? may man', kua? nguoi` hank. pkuc'................................Nkung~ tku' mak` toi da~ khong va` khong tke? co' duoc. ...........Vay. lak` toi da~ nkam` ! Toi da~ sai sao ??????

Hink` nku toi da~ quen vs ngay` hom nay 1 nam ve` truoc' va` nkung~ nam truoc' do'..........quen den' muc' toi da~ pkai? tu*. di mua 1bo' hoa, 1 kai' tkiep ckuc' mung` va` tu. tang. no' cko ckink' mink`!

Trong tkiep toi da~ viet' 1 loi` ckuc' rang`:

Toi da~ tu. an ui? mink` nku tke'...........tan hoc....dong` ho` cki? 7h nkung toi lang tkang tren pko' hoa tim` kiem' 1 bo' hoa ung ik' giong' nku tke? tim` de? tang. cko 1 ai do' va` ckac' ckang? ai ngo` rang` toi da~ tim` mua de? tang. cko ckink' mink`..................toi da~ viet' len tam' tkiep nkung~ net' cku~ nan' not' nkat' nku tke? de? tang. no' cko nguoi` mak` toi yeu tkuong nkat' nkung ckang? ai ngo` rang` toi viet' no' tang. cko ckink' mink`.....khong ai ngo` dung' khong....?

Ckac' han? se~ co' ai do' trong so' cac' ban. ngki~ toi dien lam'.........khi kam` bo' hoa tren tay va` di bo ve` can nka` nko? cua? mink` toi cung~ da~ noi' vs mink` nku tke'......Nkung toi se~ va` toi da~ cuoi`. 1 nu. cuoi` khong? pkai? cke' nkao. ban? tkan mink` mak` lak` 1 nu. cuoi` co' 1/2 niem` hank. pkuc' va` 1/2 con` lai. lak` nkung~ noi~ u*u tu*......boi? vi` toi biet' rang` cuoi` khong han? lak` khi vui moi' cuoi`, khi buon` toi cung~ co' tke? cuoi`..........Nkung toi ckon. ka? 2......2 tku' trong 1 nu. cuoi`.

Toi hank. pkuc' vi` toi da~ nko' den' ckink' mink`, toi hank. pkuc' vi` con nguoi` va` noi. tam toi van~ song'. Toi hank. pkuc' vi` toi da~ tu*. tay ckam ckut' cko ckink' cuoc. song' don doc. cua? mink`........

Nkung hank. pkuc' do' khong pkai? lak` tat' ka?....hank. pkuc' do' khong du? quyen` nang va` kung~ khong du? suc' lap' day` khoang? trong' trong long` toi.....khong tke? han` gan' vet' tkuong nko? noi trai' tim toi....!

Toi bat' giac' nkan. ra va` hoi? mink`:"co' pkai? toi dang bi. moi. nguoi` lang~ quen khong? Rang` co' pkai? nkung~ ai kia trong so' nkung~ nguoi` ban. kua? toi, ho. deu` mat' tri' nko' va` khong tke? nko' den' toi? Hay boi? vi` toi qua' nko? be' trong kai' bo^. nko' khong? lo^` cua? ho. ? nko? be' qua' nen khong tke? cken ckuc' nkoi len nku nkung~ nguoi` to lon' de? moi. nguoi` co' tke? nkin` tkay' toi va` nko' den toi tkeo cack' mak` ho. da~ tung` lam`, da~ tung` doi' xu? vs toi.................???"

(CO' PKAI? VAY. KHONG?) x 1000 = ??????

Con duong` ve` nka` hom nay bong~ dai` den' la. Toi buoc' di khi tkank` pko' da~ len den`.....moi. nguoi` deu` hoi' ha? nguoc. xuoi vs nkung~ cuoc. hen. cua? ho. Hoi' ha? vs sac' hoa ruc. ro~.....toi nkin` bo' hoa dang kam` tren tay mak` ckot. long` xao xuyen', toi tkay' xau' ho? vs ckink' mink`.....Nkan. ra mink` don doc. va` be' nko? Toi dua mat' nhin` xung quank......tking? tkoang? lai. nkam' mat' nkin` lai. ckink' mink`.

Neu' cuoc. song' lak` ckiec' guong con` toi lak` nguoi` soi guong toi se~ lay' het' suc' dam' 1 qua? tkat. mank. vao` ckiec' guong do' du` toi co' bi. tkuong toi cung~ se~ lam`. Va` toi da~ lam` nku tke'....1 viec. co' tke? lak` ngu ngoc' nkung no' lai. khien' toi nkan. ra nkieu` dieu`...nkung~ dieu` mak` neu' khong lam` tke' se~ khong bao gio` toi biet' duoc......co' 1 dieu` toi biet' duoc. lak` :"muoi' se~ sat' trung` vet' tkuong trong trai' tim toi.....va` toi se~ song' de? gam. nkam' noi~ buon` cua? mink` den' khi nao` no' cki? kon` 1 mau? be' teo. tki` tkoi....."""

Nkung~ gi` toi lam` hom nay co' pkai? lak` de? tu. kam? on mink` khong nki? co' pkai? tke' khong nki?

Toi da~ mo ve` 1 hank. pkuc' am' ap' noi kon tim ai do'...........

Toi da~ mo ve` 1 ban` tay mak` toi co' tke? nam' tkat. ckat. khong buong ra khi toi kon` co' tke?.........

Toi da~ mo, mo ve` nkung~ dieu` gian? don nku tke'......!!!

Nkung: Tay toi qua' ngan' de? voi' toi' hien tkuc.

Buoc' ckan toi kung~ qua' ngan' de? di den' kai' dick' cuoi' kung`.

Giac' mo cua? toi qua' ngan' de? toi co' tke? 1 pkut' nkin` duoc. tuong lai.

Toi cki? con` biet' cko` doi. nkung~ gi` se~ den'.......se~ hoi` hop., lo lang' cko` tung` ngay` troi qua de? dank' dau' cko cuoc. doi` mink`.....Boi? vi` song' lak` pkai? hoc. cack' ckap' nkan. va` buong tay khi can` mak`.....toi da~ ckap' nkan. buong tay de? doi. cko` hank. pkuc'.......Vay. day'.

Toi la` hoa. si~ cua? buc' trank cuoc. doi` mink`....! Toi da~ ckon. gam mau` toi' tkay vi` nkung~ gam mau` ruc. ro~. Co' 1 ckan ly' da~ cuu' roi~ cuoc. doi` toi, rang` ngay ca? nkung~ noi~ dau toi` te. nkat' tki` tkoi` gian cung~ co' tke? han` gan', ban` tay ai do' cung~ co' tke? xoa diu. Va` Toi se~ cko`...! Cko` doi.