i want

now, so sad, so alone. want to cry more. i never slept fully slumber. so tired. thinking ab past, present n future. many time i want to talk all thing in my head. but so difficult. i never feel quiet better. too heavy. 1 hour, only 1 hour, i want to be kept quiet. i was a child, but now, im not a child. i can think, i can c n i know, i'm hurt too much. want to leave here. i dont have many smile, many faith to live n i'm not stronger as they thought. every night, i cry, so when i get up, i feel so tired n i dont want to go to public place. so noisy there. thanz ss, cause u thought ab me after many misunderstand. the last thing i want to say to u. i can't do anything which u want me to do: "be strong to live, keep all thing which i have to find which i dont have." for now, i'll let things run their course. :). i want to stop all thing here. next time, i won't enjoy in gross life. i dont want to think more. That was enough. i had wishes which i want to do but i think i was too confidence. n now, i c, i knew i'm too weak. if i c u one more, i'll hug u too tightly who made me mature
i luv u baby, luv u more than i can say....................................................................................................................