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Thank you K.E so much for the lovely beta 
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A long time had passed, but I don't know since when...
My world has become totally silent. Our old house, the room, the bed, the chairs, the stairs, the two glasses, the two towels, the two brushes... are still there, but you’re not anymore.
We have passed by each other so many times. And stopped to say awkward hello. You smiled, like always, never look into my eyes.
You look happy.
Don’t you?
And the person you chose shyly smiled, then hold your hand tight.
This is so much better than me holding your hand.
There will never be a place in this world that I can hold your hand.
The taste of that winter still remains in my memory. I remember exactly the smell of snow slipping through the door and the taste of your lips when you last kissed me.
The taste of the fresh pain... it keeps going on and on. Until now.
But it doesn't matter.
The taste of the first day you being with me still remains in my memory. It's like, I still can hear the sound of me stepping close to you, and the sound of you gently touching my cheek.
The taste of the love that’s just been budding and your peaceful smile when you said you love me, will keep on forever.
...until now...
The night doesn't whisper anymore when the house is widen without you here. And my hair isn't softly caressed anymore.
For awhile, I live without saying anything. There is no sound left. The space coagulates then stretches, and coagulates again. Being stagnant.
I miss you so much that tears flowing warmly down my face.
But I don’t cry.
Because now, there’s nothing I can say.
I want to say I love you...
... Just one more time
But it isn't mine to say anymore. It will never be mine.
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-Hey, what's up?
-So so.
-Are you over-working again?
-Nope. Don't worry, everything is fine.
-Uh huh.
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-How about you?
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-Just like always.
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-Good... uhm, hey ...
-Huh?
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-Are you happy?
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-Uhm.. Ah, gotta go now, call you again some time.
-Ok, bye.
-Bye.
Like this... Never in your whole life you will answer me.
But seriously, are you happy?
... And somehow, we passed by each other again. It could have been fate.
You smiled again.
... You probably hurt as much as I did, didn’t you? And you just can't do anything about it...
... Because we both agreed to choose this way.
We chose to fall apart, chose to live a new life, a new different life.
I hate my useless arrogance damn much...
...Because now I finally realize that I’ll never have enough self-confidence to live alone without you… alone and solitary…
Every time we pass by each other, every time we stop to greet, I just want to rush holding you tight.
I really want to tell you I miss you so so much.
... But I’ll never do it...
Because it’s all over…
...As time goes by... All of our memories being together for a long long time… For my whole life, I will bury them deep down with time....
...to make you happy.
Can I?
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-You doing fine?
No, I’m not fine, at all.
-Hey, what's wrong? Are you ok?
I'm very sad.
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-Why don't you answer me? Hey... Don't cry.
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-You’re home? Stay there, I will come to you right away.
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When we were together, I didn't ask you to do anything. But now I am begging you...
Please come back to me.
... Come back to me... Doesn't matter when...
… Come back to me... Just for a little while…
... Then you can leave again, if you want...
It’s ok, really ok...
Just need you by my side...
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Everything is alright.
You love me
...and hold me in your arms.
