Passion!

I wanna forget all these things 'coz there is so much happiness for me to still believe and exist in this large world... Why do people love me like that? I feel guilty 'coz I haven't done many things for them ;____; I'm so proud of them and I love them, my friends... Even in next 10 years or more, nothing will change right? As someone said: "Don't b sad if they don't love u by the way u love them." I've already understood it totally :) The day 4 girls were beside me as always, the day yue sent msg to me as she often and the day i met carla, received aichan&ka's gift, I wanna melt ;____; I love them with all my heart  As i said b4, i'm a selfish and greedy one, i merely live for my own life although my life have been created by my beloved friends day-to-day. I just wanna say: "Thank you for you sharing with love, happiness and sadness" ^^


Today, I suddenly wanna see a girl whose name is pinky. She said she would come back at X'mas and even if i said i may not meet her due to many exams. I can't understand the string between us. We hardly ever meet and talk to each other, sometimes I miss her so much without reason. Like the day i saw MS having pi&jin, i just wanted to sms her that they r so cool to love, even if she is no longer keen on jin anymore... We both live well and love each other even we are always alone... Mayb right, mayb wrong, i don't mind ;) Wishing u have peace in your heart and soul my girl 



Horoscope said X'mas is my best time per year but i've been exhausted in every Dec ~~ I wanna take my bag and go travelling. Brendan said my SoA is a lovely place to visit, i hope to see it as soon as possible. As a kid, i can't stop my passion to think abt it and my intended trip nearly everyday -___- I must concentrate on my study more >< Until 2011, my only thought is studying and working without failure, no trip T___T 

Exams, here I come ><